lasik

tonight on the phone my mom offered to pay for laser surgery on my eyes. the bulb that j. gave her is about to bloom. she said the bud is almost 1 foot tall and the entire plant is about 2 feet tall. "it looks like any day now it could pop."

nathan was here this weekend. seeing him is always great but also always makes me feel a bit like a fuck-up. he can make me feel like i imagine i make leslie feel. but what i love is we can go for lengthy periods of time w/o seeing each other and fall into very natural conversation like it had only been a day or two since we last spoke.